有没有一把剑可以真斩了藕断丝连....

哇，转眼间就过了五个月， 大考将来到了，还有不到一个星期， 哈哈，大考要到了我还在这儿写部落格， 我这次用华文写部落格有原应的， 第一，如果在不用华文，我看我快变个香蕉了！！ 哈哈， 第二， 我要话说， 不想给一些人看， 这几个月来， 你带给我好多自信， 好多新鲜感， 你让我每天都想去上课， 可是， 我傻，我没用， 我让你误会我， 我也不想的， 我是怕失去了你， 我怕输，我承认，你所喜欢 他的东西， 我都没有, 他所给你的兴福, 我无法给到你, 我根本比不上他， 我不怪任何人， 也许是我太自私了， 我不应妒嫉他， 可是， 我无法用我双眼看着你们在一起，我一开始一至在骗自己, 可是现在我忍不到了, 我受不了这样的哲磨， 可是， 只要你兴福，我任何事都给你，到最后， 我都还没跟你表白， 我不想影响你考试的心情，我不想在伤害到你， 一次就够了， 我打算考完试了打电话跟你讲完一切。。。好了， 就写到这里，我得快温习功课了，到时再见吧！！

tagged....again....

Kirtti, with his vast amount of time and "time management skills"decided to tag me again!!!!so here goes..

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE

Name: Ben

Birth Date: 09-11-1989

Current Status: ALIVE

Eye Colour: brown

Hair Colour: black

Righty or Lefty: neither....right actually

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE

My Heritage: Chinese

My Fears: to be hated or misunderstood

My Weaknesses: insecurity, inpatient

My Perfect Pizza: one that comes withing 30 minutes after my order

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW

My Thoughts First Waking Up: shit, it's time already?
My Bedtime: around 12am

My Most Missed Memory: last semester

LAYER 4:MY PICK

Pepsi or Coke: Coke

McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King

Single or Group Dates: Double

Adidas or Nike: Nike

Tea or Nestea: Nestea

Chocolate or Vanilla: Choc

LAYER 5: DO YOU...

Smoke: nope :)
Take a Shower: no......of course i do!!!

Have a Crush: unsure

You've Been In Love: yeah

Go To School: Yeah

Want To Get Married: Yeah

Believe In Yourself: sometimes

Think You're a Health Freak: hell no

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST

Drank Alcohol: yup

Gone To The Mall: yea

Been On Stage: quite a few times

Eaten Sushi: Yes, and wants more!!!

Dyed Your Hair: Nop, black is my favourite color!!

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER...

Played A Stripping Game: Nope

Changed Who You Were To Fit In: yea

LAYER 8: AGE YOU'RE HOPING...

To Be Married: around 30 i guess

LAYER 9: IN A GIRL...

Best Eye Colour: not sure

Best Hair Colour: black

Short Hair or Long Hair: can be both!

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING...

A Minute Ago: doing this tag....

Hour Ago: playing doom 3

4.5 Hours Ago: playing pool

1 Month Ago: dunno....

Year Ago: waiting for icpu to start

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCES...

I love: her
I feel: sleepy

I hate: being hated

I hide: that i am hiding something :P

I miss: her smiling at me
I need: some sleep

You are 7% Emo!

You aren't emo at all. You like to see the brighter things in life, and if you have a favorite color, it certainly isn't black. You probably haven't a clue who Hawthorn Heights is.

How Emo Are You?
Make a Quiz

HAH!! This is for calling me emo guy!!!!

TAG!!!

The YES and NO Game.
1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No!
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone emails you and asks!
Now, here's what you're supposed to do...
and please do not spoil the fun.Hit forward, delete my answers and type in your answers.
Then send this to a whole bunch of people you know INCLUDING the person who sent it to you.

Kissed someone on your email list?
no
Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
yes
Been arrested?
no
Kissed someone you didn't like?
no
Slept in until 5 PM?
no
Fallen asleep at work/school?
yes
Held a snake?
yes
Ran a red light?
no
Been suspended from school?
yes
Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident?
no
Been fired from a job?
no
Sang karaoke?
yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
no
Kissed in the rain?
no
Sang in the shower?
no
Sat on a rooftop?
no
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes?
no
Broken a bone?
no
Shaved your head?
yes
Blacked out from drinking?
no
Played a prank on someone?
yes
Felt like killing someone?
yes
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry?
no
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets?
no
Been in a band?
no
Shot a gun?
yes
Tripped on mushrooms?
no
Donated Blood?
yes
Eaten alligator meat?
no
Eaten cheesecake?
yes
Still love someone you shouldn't?
yes
Think about the future?
yes
Believe in love?
yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed?
yes

i tag......kirrti, fei, vivian yap, ying xuan, alex!!

work work.....

Finals is one month away and i have 3 CCA's to complete and one Mock Trial, i've even begun to review my notes!! wtf?! i haven't been this hardworking since.......ever.... not SPM(didn't took it seriously enough) not first semester( was quite a breeze compared to now), sometimes, i am beginning to think that Mr. Moaz has influenced my work attitude!! he has partially cured me from my laziness!! thanks sir!!! but still, laziness is still in me.....gotta get rid of it!!!!