a real update...finally

i guess i haven't really updated my blog for months now, well doings tags aren't really updating, is it? oh well, here a scoop on what's been happening......

First of all i should be getting my L license in a day or two, THEN i can really learn how to drive, i can't stand driver's ed classes, 11 hours of it if u put them together.....pure torture, not to mention that i failed my first attempt at the undang test by 1 mark!!! my second attempt wasn't far off either, barely passed with 43/50, again, by one mark.....i guess i just have something with the one mark thing...

Also,after waiting for weeks, i finally got my guitar,and i've been spending the past week learning how to play a guitar, can't play a song yet, trying to memorize the chords now, then i can go to tabs or i could play a song with chords....

And last but not least, i got the offer letter to Macquarie University!! now all i need to do is to sign some confirmation letter and get a student visa and get a medical check-up, then i'm as good as gone...might be leaving around January next year... phew... that means i have a few more months to catch up with friends until i leave for good....

You Are Occasionally a Wimp You're pretty tough in every day life. You don't back down easily.
However, you can be a wimp at times, especially in stressful situations.
You can be overwhelmed or intimidated or just plain scared when life gets rough.
While these are natural reactions, you may want to face your fears a little more.

You Are a Little Negative...

You can be negative from time to time, but you rarely go overboard. You have a realistic view of the world, and most people appreciate your honest insights. Like everyone else, you have your darker moods. But when you're feeling super negative, you keep your feelings to yourself. Your Response is: Flight You rather leave then deal with a dangerous or uncomfortable situation. You can't deal with too much drama or stress. It's really hard for you to cope. You are easily scared, freaked out, or intimidated. And while it's good to be prudent, not everything may be as freaky as it seems! You Are a Realist You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass. You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is... But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on. You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.

Name: Ben
Sisters: -
Shoe size: 10.5
Height: 177cm
Where do you live: setiawangsa, kl
Favourite drinks: anything that doesnt taste bitter!!(except coffee)
Favourite breakfast: skip breakfast most of the time
Have you ever been on a plane?: a couple of times
Swam in the ocean: with lifejacket.. is that swimming?(i cant swim @_@)
Fallen asleep at school: haha who doesn't?
Broken some one's heart: don't think so
Fell off your chair: dun remember..
Sat by the phone all night waiting for a call: nop
What is your room like: messily tidy... lol
What's right beside you: table fan, guitar
What is the last thing you ate: rice
Ever had chicken pox: yea
Sore throat: nop
Stitches: nop
Broken nose: nop
Do you believe in love at first sight: hmmm... it depends
Like picnics: never been to one..
Who was the last person you danced with: a whole bunch of people, weeks ago at alex's farewell
Last made you smile: comic.. lol
You last yelled at: the wall, coz i lost all my guitar picks..(and found it later in the dustbin)

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: can't talk to someone that does not exist!!
Kissed anyone: my pillow...
Get sick: slight flu in the morning
Talk to an ex: again, non-existent haha
Miss someone: i miss.... a lot of people from college!!
Eat: a lot of stuff :P

Best feeling in the world: hmm...dunno lol
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: NOOO!!
What's under your bed: people that crosses me!! lolzx juz kidding
Who do you really hate: losing stuff, people screaming
What time is it now?: 2105

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: hahahahaha no
Do you want children: dunno, haven't thought abt it
Do you like your hand-writing: sometimes...
Do you smile often: i can't see my own face
Are your toe nails painted: nop
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Bill Gate's(not with him in it though)
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m.: practicing my guitar
What color shirt are you wearing now: white
I can't wait till: i know how to play some full songs
When did you cry last: a couple of months ago....
Are you a friendly person: i guess so...
Do you have any pets: 4 dogs
Where is the person you have feelings for right now? in blank space, there is no such person
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? never held hands T.T
Do you sleep with the TV on? i doze off sometimes
What are you doing right now?: typing answers for this of course
Have you ever crawled through a window?: nop
Can you handle the truth?: depends, but not really
Are you too forgiving?: yea
Are you closer to your mother or father?: mother
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: Azif, and i am so gonna kill him, he knows too much!! XP
How many people can you say you've really loved?: dunno..
Do you eat healthy?: whenever i eat home
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: nop. no ex's!! :)
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: i guess so
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: i pick randomly!!
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: loud i guess
Are you confident?: it really depends on the situation, but mostly nop
5 person I tag:
edmund
ying xuan
vivian
yi peng
kirtti